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Sunday, March 27, 2005 ; 10:15 PM

Youth Easter Outreach on Saturday was great. I managed to invite Ethelyn and Josias along. Didn't really had high hopes that they would come. Just simply took the step of faith and asked and sure enough, God had done the work. Kewl... :)

The worship which we had been practising for a month went (well, i'd say) pretty well, except for a few hiccups here and there. Well, I wouldn't expect everything and everybody to be perfect because we are not very experienced and good. At least we could pretty much cover some mistakes up. Hehe... Ethelyn liked the songs and commented that they are very modern.

It was freezing in the MPH. So cold that we were not able to concentrate on the message and technical problems pretty much disturbed the progress of the skit. Oh well...

After sending Ethelyn and Josias to the bus stop, me, jamie, evon, joanne, xinling, xj, daniel and *er hmm* lionel went to catch the 7.10pm Miss Congeniality 2. Quite alright, I guess... I STILL didn't manage to catch Lemony Snicket's. Grr...

For today, we had a combined Easter Service. Technical problem still persists. Baptism was cool. I wanna be baptised again so I can go dip myself in that pool. Haha... Ting Ting wore a striking yellow top today. *oh my eyes!!!* Haha... A joke amongst us, adapted from Spongebob, the lame movie.

Not really in the mood to update but I just got to put something down about Easter or else I would forget all about it the next time I go online.

Gawsh... This is like my favourite classical song la. (or is it classical?) Had wanted to put this song up a long time ago but the webperson didn't know that this song is actually called Romance De amor and they just named it Romance instead. Was just trying my luck to see if it's really the song I was looking for. Oh btw, I know how to play this piece on a guitar. Haha... Not like its really something to boast about. :P

Friday, March 25, 2005 ; 3:56 AM

Oh my gosh I HATE this computer!!!! This is not the first time that it deleted away my entries lor. And the one it just deleted was like SO long?! Of all the sucky things it had to do. Congratulations for having succeeded in pissing me off. Thanks alot man. Stop jeering at me, you stupid piece of metal. I saw that ok. Why am I wasting my time arguing with this freaking piece of lame stuff? I shall carry on with my important life.

12.50pm - Leaders Investiture
Theme: Camadarie. The spirit of togetherness. Ethelyn was telling us that the St Andrew guys were fighting to come to our school. Like wow. I didn't know we're so popular. :P

2.20pm - End of Investiture.
Like finally. Had to rush through my lunch coz dance was supposed to start at 2.30pm. Eww... The dance SYF costume is like so not nice la. Did I mention before that I don't like the idea of dancing in shorts? We look so kiddy in it. We would have looked more professional with long black pants. At least it would have make me look elongated. Just what I wanted. :P

5.30pm - Finished dance.

6.30pm - Reached Tampines.

6.45pm - Done shopping for Si En's birthday present.
Her birthday was supposed to be yesterday. We procrastinated till today. Haha... It's a good thing she doesn't read my blog. :P

7pm - Reached home.

7.15pm - Stepped out of the bathroom.
Couldn't even enjoy my bath after a such a long day. Life is hard.

7.30pm - Finished dinner.
Dinner today was duck rice. It would have been nice if I could savour it slowly. The human body is amazing. I managed to practically pour the entire packet into my mouth without tearing my lips. Haha... Jkjk... That was an exaggeration. :P Oh by the way, Maundy Thursday Service at the new church was supposed to start at this time.

8pm - Reached church.
Finally had something to complain about the real nice MPH. Why did the exit have to be way in front beside the stage? Everybody knew that we were late la. The unfairness of it all was that I wasn't usually such a bad kid to be late for service.

10.30pm - Slack
Had fun fiddling with Daniel. He might just have a phobia for teenagers when he grows up. Yayness. Spongebob movie tmr after worship practice. 1 movie down and 2 more to go. Top of the list: Lemony Snicket's. 1st runner-up: Son of the Mask.

Now I'm gonna publish this post. Don't try to delete it again. Do that and I'll recycle you.

Tuesday, March 22, 2005 ; 9:05 AM

You had been so stucked up there that you failed to realize that I was furious with what you had said. Either that, or you just don't give a damn about the effects your disgusting words have on people's feelings. So you had just gotten the kick out of having your insult purposely directed at me. Criticisms aside, you had to assume greatness upon yourself. That's plain conceitedness and egotism in my opinion. You always say,"Oh, I'm so mean." and laugh it off. Seriously, I don't find it a single bit funny. Didn't you realize that you were the only one laughing? So you just had your daily dosage of fun (at people's expense) huh? Well, enjoy while it lasts. Coz all I've got to say is that what goes around comes around. Believe it.

Sorry. I had to vent my anger.

Thursday, March 17, 2005 ; 4:09 AM

Yesterday was crazy. Was so sick that I was delirious to everything. But I shall not go into it. Ain't tryin' ta sound whiny, aight? But I'm feeling better today. Thanks to my favourite doctor Yao (he's the only doctor whom I go to anyway. :P) His medicine works wonders. Yeah.

Haven't been doing my holiday homework for the last 3 days. Shucks... But my sickness had given me a good enough reason to slack. Gotta buck up now.

Wednesday, March 16, 2005 ; 4:19 AM

It totally sucks to be sick. I was burning with fever yesterday while I was out with Xin Ling and Evon to catch the movie 'hitch' and shopping for my pink roxy bag. The show was funny but I just didn't have the strength to laugh out loud like I always do in cinemas. :P My coughing sounded so horrible I had to try hard to contain it in order not to disturb the others.

Xin Ling and me combed practically the entire stretch from Somerset to Orchard, looking into almost all the shopping malls for my bag. Hehe... And then decided to ask for Evon's opinion after she knocked off frm work. We didn't buy it until after we finished our show. I was even surprised that I managed to get myself going despite being sick. I thought I would faint in the streets coz I was too dizzy with exhaustion. But I guess I was much too determined to get my bag. Haha... Both of them said I became more energetic after I bought my bag. :P But it didn't last long la. I collapsed after I reached home. Ate my dinner though I had no appetite. Then I received an sms from Xin Ling asking me if I reached home safely anot. Haha... Thank God I didn't faint. And thanks so much for asking! :D Then I measured my temperature which came up to 38.5D. Ate panadol, rested somemore and it came down to 36.6D. Yay...

But it was a mistake not to eat another panadol before I went to bed. I was sneezing the entire night until I couldn't take it anymore and finally got up at 6.48am to brush my teeth. I wanted to grab something to eat before taking panadols. Oh man... I absolutely hate it when having a cold although my nasal problem has been bugging me for years. It didn't help when I sneeze every 10 secs on top of having my usual morning sneezings.

I wished germs are bigger so I could slap each one of them for making me so miserable. Get lost!

Tuesday, March 15, 2005 ; 9:45 AM

My throat is itchy and I'm coughing. I think Evon passed the germs to me. :P She developed fever and cough during service yesterday. Hope she's feeling better now. :)

Yayness. I've finally managed to make my blog sing. It's a song by Mariah Carey, 'Hero'. She's a really talented singer and I never get sick of hearing it. Very inspirational too. I first heard it during the I'm Gifted, So Are You workshop when Adam Khoo played it for us. :)
We're gonna have our dance practice at Tanglin CC this Friday instead of in school and I have no idea how to get there. I need a bodyguard.

Hero
by Mariah Carey

There's a hero
If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid
Of what you are
There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away
[chorus]
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you
It's a long road
When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear
[chorus]
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you
Lord knows
Dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone
Tear them away
Hold on
There will be tomorrow
In time
You'll find the way
[chorus]
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you
That a hero lies in you